Been on DS9 again
November 11, 2008 ♥ 1 comment ♥ Filed Under: family, life, past ♥It was Sparky‘s birthday on the 9th. We celebrated at home, between us of the family, and my little brother turned 5 years old. He was emotioned and excited as it was his first birthday spent with the family, and I felt happy too, because the feeling of belonging still seems so deep and overwhelming to me as well :’)
Today I’ve been at DS9 with mom and Asha. I saw Kira again, and once again I felt guilty for the past. Her look becomes harsh each time her eyes meet mine, and I think she’s totally right to feel angry at my old self still. I keep hoping she will forgive me someday, but I know that is a long time coming… For now, I just want to redeem myself, then maybe someday…
I’ve spent a very good time with my brothers Odo and Garak, though. I know Garak was my enemy in the past, in my old life… but now that the Prophets revived me as a child, that past doesn’t matter anymore to my brother. He laughs at it, says that Dukat is dead by now and that I’m not him. I feel good around him now 
I wanted to see Damar too, but he was busy so we couldn’t meet him. Mom’s sad about that, but she says next time we will probably be able to see him.
Also, I saw my Bajoran friend Meeta, who’s same age as mine, but I still feel shy around her. We’ve been praying together at the Temple though, and that was a very nice and quiet time, before mom and I got back home.
Well, that’s all for now. See you on the next post, people.
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